so i havent been on in months and to my surprise the first thing i see astonishes me. i was led to believe that there werent problems and now i read that i was somehow the now ex friend. grow a pair of balls and tell me you no longer want to be my friend. you mistreated me and my family and took advantage of us and then have the audacity to try to sell some sob story to others. grow up. even after everything you did i still wanted to be your friend. what did i wound your pride when i told you that your living here wasnt working out? are you offended that i wont roll over too scared to be alone and let you get away with anything? i deserve better and if you cant be a bigger person and try to be the friend i have deserved than i could care less. i guess i was wrong when i defended you and said there was more to you than what you allow others to see. and here i was believing in you and knowing you are so much better. well you sure showed me; now i know better. you are what you show others. like maya angelou said, if someone shows you who they are, believe them. and im sure you didnt include in your little sob stories how almost everyday you brought me to start shaking almost uncontrollably or how you were making me so stressed i was sick for most of the time you stayed here, my blood pressure was extremely high and i was getting into constant fights with my family about you. i know you better than most of your friends and i was on your side until you treated me like trash. im done being less than i am and done allowing others to manipulate me into being less than i am. i am strong, confident, beautiful, and dont need others approval or affection to be happy. i could have been there for you and helped you but if you would rather depend on someone you call clingy and i believe stupid and annoying than im fine with that. but how can you seriously count on someone who i have seen you quite often try to avoid. either way you have chosen to walk out of my life and it is your loss not mine. i can always make more friends, ones that appreciate me; can you honestly say you can easily find someone else like me.